B.A.R.F (Be A Real Friend) week

So I'm not in Seminary anymore but when I was I LOVED B.A.R.F week. Now for all you non seminary people you might be wondering what the heck I'm talking about. haha don't worry it's not bad. You write notes to people in the classes and they hand them out. It stands for Be A Real Friend. When I was in Seminary and it was BARF week I always was paranoid that no one would write me. I am always self consious and no one likes me. I know. it's stupid. haha I always got about 50 notes. it was great! The other day I had a dream that everyone around me was getting their letters and I didn't even get one. I woke up really sad! haha now, ever since Max was born I have had some people not be my friend anymore and it makes me really sad  but a couple weeks ago I thought I don't need those people on my life. I have my husband and son and my family. That's all I need! but I am thankful for all the people who I do call friends. :) I just hope I'm a good friend in return. I hope I am!!!!! because having a friend is being a friend in return. 

power of "I love you"

Today is Daniel and my 3 year dating anniversary. :) I love him so much. He is my best friend. 3 years ago, he told me he loves me and asked me to be his girlfriend. I obviously said yes :) but, I didn't know if I loved him or not yet. I didn't even know how it felt yet, so I wasn't sure but I did know that I liked him a lot. About a month after we started dating, I was sitting in class or doing honework in the library (honestly I don't remember... haha) and I just felt this overwhelming feeling towards Daniel and I just knew I was in love with him. It made me so happy. I got so excited that I texted him saying "I think I love you" yes you read that right, I texted him that. I was just so excited and couldn't wait to tell him in person, but you know what? I should have waited. I shouldn't have texted him, but he says he doesn't care but as I look back on it I feel bad I texted him. haha but we're still together. :) If you love someone and you know it, DON'T do what I did and use technology to do it. TELL THEM IN PERSON. :) I am so happy that I met him and that he loves me even when I'm being difficult and annoying. :) hehe happy 3 years babe!